For our mid-session review, we were instructed to write a short summary of our first semester.
As an artist it is good to be challenged, but that does not mean that being challenged is comfortable. This semester has certainly had its fair
share of obstacles to overcome. I have not produced the volume of work that I had
hoped to, though I have been anything but complacent on the cerebral front. The
program of two-week projects has seen a myriad of thought processes not seen to
fruition, which has been intensely frustrating, as I take huge enjoyment from
the loving honing of an idea and then the execution an outcome. Despite this,
when I reflect on the semester as a single project, that of formative
development, I am satisfied with the outcome. The work I showed for the end of
semester exhibition is a site-specific installation made up of five individual
works entitled 14/15.
My foundation year in Falmouth was hugely instrumental in my
creative development, but the work I created there was in service of an idea, as
opposed to as a means of self-expression. I now realise that this had left me with a burden of unexpressed thoughts.
It would be nice to just move forward, and that is what I had told myself to do
throughout the year. However, such things become acid, and burn you out from
within. It was these experiences repeating themselves here in Edinburgh, and
being impossible to ignore, that proved the catalyst for my releasing both
these feelings and those I had bottled up from last year. It is perhaps a
testament to the persistence of these thoughts that they seemed to pervade
every project set.
For the Phenomenology of a Room project I deconstructed my ‘ivory
tower’ – both a spot of isolation and exhibitionism in the sculpture court and
a frame of mind, in which my deliberate self-exclusion masquerades as
intellectual superiority. The presentation we had to make for the Unmonumental
project was for me a work in itself, I took the chance to express the ideas
that I had not seen to fruition. This was my first tentative foray into
performance, and was immensely enjoyable. For the Place and Position project I
collaborated, for the first time, with a fellow student. We created a
character, Yvette, and an accompanying body of work. It was through Yvette that
I released some of the suppressed feelings from the past year. It is often
easier to project your experiences onto a character than to place them in the
context of your own life. Though seemingly disparate, all the work came
together to create what felt like an honest reflection of my state of mind.
Ivory Tower (part of 14/15), Pencil on Paper - Oct 2015 |
14/15, Installation - Dec 2015 |
An extract from the Yvette Score, Multimedia, A collaboration with Joshua Keeling - Nov 2015 |
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